Happy first anniversary!! :">

Happy Anniversary!! ♥

You’re the happiest living decision I have ever made. I never regret, or ever will, choosing you to be part of my life. Just like how this maxim says, ‘You can't live your life for other people. You've got to do what's right for you, even if it hurts some people you love.’  Nobody was hurt on my part but we both know that a person was hurt by our love, and for a year I felt so sorry for myself I hurt her. But then, love is also a sacrifice entwined with choosing. I don’t want to go back on our and your struggle in this letter. Yet, I want to reminisce how God proved to me again his existence. This is the day to celebrate how our love was born. :)

I am done reading Nicholas Sparks’ The Notebook and its impact on my love for you is intense. You’re like Noah. ♥ He reminds me of you so much I cried hard upon reading the last quarter of the book. His love for Allie reminds me of your love for me. That is how much you love me daa or even more. It made me cry because never in my life that I have met someone with the love like of yours. So pure. So selfless. And for once in my life I feared a disease. Alzheimer’s. It is a barren disease, as empty and lifeless as a desert. It is a thief of hearts and souls and memories. I don’t want to forget you. I want to show you love just like how you show me yours. I don’t want to forget because I don’t want to hurt you. Because I know if fate decides to confine this disease on me you will take care of me to your last breath. Right then, I will hurt you every day. And no matter how much you remind yourself I love you, this will not comfort you, for my actions speaks in contrast. I love you and like Allie, no matter how dysfunctional her brain was, my heart will always speak of you, will never forget you, and will only beat for you.

Chris, thank you for sharing every piece of you with me. :) I thought someone like you only exist in books. I am very thankful I found one! A love so real. Fate gave me one. ♥

I am so sorry my letter’s a bit late. :) I had second thoughts of handwriting this letter, but you see mine’s drastic. Ugh. I really envy your ex’ penmanship. ;) I kinda’ miss her. She’s really something. :) And don’t ever, ever, EVER be with her without giving me prior notice. K? PRIOR? OKAY? NO BUTS! I love you!:”>

Let’s be together.
Grow together
Travel together
Sleep together
Laugh together
Have ups and downs together
Have family together
Work hard together
Raise our children together
Celebrate Christmas together
Retire together
Watch sunset together
Ooops.. I die first. :)
You follow me next. ^^
And be inlove with each other
forever ♥♥♥

To infinity and beyond!!
kwekwen ♥

thank you for loving me this deeply. ♥ I love you too :**

Ngayon lang ako nakakilala ng taong kagaya mo. :) Kayang ibigay lahat para sakin maging masaya lang ako. May tao palang kagaya mo. ^^ favorite talaga ko ni God e.! :">

Eto na talaga ung kanta ko para sayo. :)

If the sun refuse to shine
I will shine for you
You're the star the paints the sky
i'll be watching you

i seen my world in your direction
i will go with good intentions with you

Cause i'm waiting, i'm waiting for you
Until the night is through

If this place becomes too cold
I will cover you
You're the wind that turns my world
I won't fail for you

I seen my world in your direction
i will go with good intentions with you

Cause i'm waiting, i'm waiting for you
Until the night is through

Now it's okay to feel me
It's just you and me now all alone

Cause i'm waiting, i'm waiting for you
Until the night is through


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daa. kapag hindi lumabas ung video
dito mo na lang panoorin
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rXzrV4SQNmA
hehe
ILOVEYOU

forever yours,
kwekwen ♥

I know I am hard on you sometimes.
I even make you feel I do not care.
But you know what?
I always believed in change.
It always proved to me its existence.
I’ve seen it to my mom,
to my dad,
and
I’ve also seen it to myself.

I believe in myself.
I believe in you.
I believe that no matter how flawed our temperament is, we can always change it for what’s best to us, for the two of us, for our relationship.

Forever is a long-run
And I will be prepared
And I will love you that long
Until the crab learns to fly..

Happy Friday! :)

Ang pagpapalamig na nauwi sa sobrang pag gastos! haha.

Daddy super thank you sa araw na to. :) Sobrang masaya ako.!!! Ikaw?? Kahit na madaling araw ako umuwi kahit pagalitan ako ni kuya ok lang. :) Everything's worth it.

I love you so much.!! :">
It always gave me tears to know that there is someone willing to give anything, even the stars and moon if he can, just to see me happy. :) I'm glad there's YOU. ♥♥

I'll love you to the greatest extent I can ♥

PLEASE STOP!

Do i still need to stab myself with a pen for you to stop telling me how you'd go all out with me and allen? Like threesome!? You knew the level of jealousy I have in myself! It's so low you need to try hard to make me feel that way! But when I tell you to stop I'M SERIOUS! DEAD SERIOUS daddy! :'(

You swear to me you'd never say it again! Keep that promise!
A word related to allen regarding fucking equals a fatal stab to my left arm. I SWEAR.

I love you so much it hurts having a thought of someone holding you in their arms. What more with that of fucking?

You're mine! ONLY MINE! >:(

Isang ugaling ayaw na ayaw ko

Ang tagal na mula nung huli mong gawin sakin ang babaan ako ng telepono habang naguusap tayo. Ano bang problema at hindi mo man lang masabing ayaw mo ng makipagusap?Para kong tanga na tuloy tuloy na nagsasalita hanggang sa marinig ko ang beep na hudyat ng naputol na linya. Michelle syndrome? grabe! Asar na asar ako.

Pasensya ka na. Pero ayoko talaga nitong gawain mo.

Sige goodnight.

My Neutralizer! :)

 Did you know how much resentment I’m in that day? Vehement! But still, with that piece of paper and with these words from your heart, you made me smile. :) You’re really good at making me feel I am not alone. You always make me feel I have a personal hero. :D Thank you daddy :) kahit sobrang gasgas na ng salitang “thank you daddy” hindi pa rin ako titigil sa pasasalamat sa pagmamahal na patuloy mong binibigay sakin. Lagpas na nga sa langit eh! NAKS! :D hehe. Sa totoo lang, nasabi ko na to pero talagang nawala lahat ng sama ng loob at galit ko sa kanila pagkatapos kong basahin yung sulat mo. :D Sana hindi ka magsawa na mahalin ako. :”) ANG SARAP MONG MAGMAHAL. :* Mahal na mahal kita Chris Buce ♥ 

IKAW LANG ANG PEANUT BUTTER NG TINAPAY KO :")

To die by your side is such a heavenly way to die :)

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See the picture? First time I saw it I was struck in the heart by what it says. :”) It portrays lasting relationship that only few has ever discovered how love really works. It was like a love potion that only few have ever really known of its ingredients.

Do I cast a spell on you? Does it work?  Have you fall deeper into my potion, yet? :)

Truth is, I am still stirring my potion so it will work perfectly on you without side effects. This will take me long time! Can you wait? :D I am sure you will. BE PATIENT ON ME DADDY. I’LL BE THE BEST LOVER YOU ALWAYS DREAMT OF. ;) 

I will not ask you to marry me. That’s too much to ask! Instead, let’s grow old and die together. How’s that? >:)

A Wonderful Birthday with Daddy ♥

I never had a remarkable birthday ever since my father died in 2006.

Normally, I celebrate my birthday having a date with my brother or with any of my best friends Nikko and Janice. I’m always trapped of the notion that ‘I am old enough to celebrate. Parties are for kids’. Seriously, no spags no barbeques etc. just shopping, a simple dine outside, and at night, cold beers. It’s kinda routine on my every birthday but, THIS YEAR’S AWESOME! I am sorry I can’t detail the happenings but, OH YEAH :) certainly extraordinary! I may not be able to note down the events but it will be forever carved in my memory and heart. :”)

Thank you so much daddy for this unbeatable birthday you planned for me :”)
I love you with all my heart! ♥


You're my the no. 1 :D

Dear Daddy

Today sinamahan mo ko bumili ng shoes. :) Hindi mo naman ako pinilian ng shoes eh? hehe. hayaan mo. the nex time na bibili ako ung choice mo naman ung bibilin ko ^^ 

haaaay.. ^^ ang dami nating tawa ngayon!!! Napansin mo po? :D haha mula sa bahay hanggang sa unuwi. :) Mahal na mahal kita daddy. Ikaw lan ang gusto kong makasama habang buhay!  Kahit na mainitin ung ulo mo, moody ka o kahit ano pa man. Alam ko mahal na mahal mo din ako kahit ano  ang flaw yung meron ako. :)

Alam mo daddy, maganda talaga ung proposal ko na things for 12 months. :) PROMISE! kahit naman hindi mahal eh. :( sige na promise me pagiisipan mo. >:'(

DAA, gusto ko n magkacam na tayo. :( ang dami na natin hindi nacapture na moments! Haay.

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I love you daddy!! Wag mo isipin na walang nagmamahal sayo. Ako mahal na mahal kita at marami pa kaming nagmamahal sayo. Hindi lang po siguro halata ung iba pero totoo! kahit na agnostic ako my positive thoughts pa rin ako tungkol kay GOD. Hindi nya hahayaan na walang mamamahal sayo. :) 

Life may be hard but remember it's not only you who sees its difficulties. Just like everyone else, we have are own loads to lift base on our own capacities. And if you still sees life as hard as ores, look again, maybe you're just staring at the wrong angle. :)

No matter how vague, random, and rough your chosen road will be, I'll always be behind you.. yes daa. behind you, so I can never let you reach the ground whenever you're about to fall. Kung madadapa ka naman ee, hahatakin kita patayo para di ka madapa. :) basta sa likod!! Takot ako e ako papauunahin mo?? :D

Mahal na mahal kita. My one and only.. ^^
You're the best!

IM SORRY DADDY

i know tapos na ung isyu na yan pero magpapaliwanag ako ulit.

Hindi ko napansin na nadulas ka  dahil nakita ko nakahawak kna kay Ace. You see, kung nakita ko man na nadulas ka bka kahit sang parte ka pa mapahawak sa ktwan ni Ace hindi ko papansinin dahil ang una kong maiisip e safe ka.

next, Hindi isyu dito ung pagiging Ma-L mo. ni- hindi pumasok sa isip ko yan na Nae-L ka? the heck? Alam ko kung kelan ka L o hindi?

ung kay S' Dhon.
ung reaction ko dun GUSTO KO LANG MALAMAN NYA NA HINDI GANON KADALI NA YAYAIN KA para MAKIPAG INUMAN. Ayoko masanay sya na twing may puputahan isasama k nya kaya I pretend na Strict ako sa pag payag ko sa mga pupuntahan mo so the next time he'll have second thoughts first before na yayain ka.

It's not really my intention to embarrass you in front of people, but you were smiling then? how could I tell if you're embarrassed or not? BUT I AM VERY SORRY DADDY.

kagaya ng sinabi ko.. hindi na lang ako magrereact sa mga ganong bagay. Tska na lang ako magrereact pag big deal na talaga sakin.

Sorry po.
ILOVE YOU.

PS:
BAWAL PO MAGERASE NG POSTS DITO SA ACCOUNT NA TO. Draft man o hindi. I treat this as LIFE with no erasures and edits. 

Daadaa's BAD DAY >:(

Dahil bad day si daadaa hindi ako pumasok sa work. :D

a. bakit bad day daddy?? dahil ba..
b. nadulas?
c. gusto pa matulog ni kwekwen?
d. hindi nakapasa sa health?
e. ALL OF THE ABOVE

MAY TAMA KA!! All of the above!! Kaya hindi na ko pumasok dahil gusto ko pasayahin si daddy. :)) Wawa naman daadaa ko.. Stressed ng husto kaninang umaga.

At dahil Bad Day Daddy nagMall kami at nag 303 ^_^

@SAVEMORE STA. ANA
WHAT: bumili ng premium melon, bonus na mineral h2o at choco bites na kakainin sa jeep :)

NEXT
@ RP FAURA
Window Shopping at FITTING! Enjoy na enjoy si Daddy.:) Bagay naman sayo daa kahit muka kang suman sa sikip dun sa damit sa YRYS , hehe

WHERE: Bench, YRYS, Genevieve, Human, at Solo (BAGONG PABORITO NI DAADAA. ♥)

Bumili ng bills Organizer ko sa NBS

Naglaro at nag patalo ng 40 pesos sa Tom's World. Grrrrr. >:'(

Kumaen ng meal
@ Shawarma and Dessert
@ Crepes and Cream
--crepe with strawberry ice cream topped with peaches, brownies, and chocolate syrup for me and;
--crepe with vanilla ice cream topped with blueberries, chocolate bits, and chocolate syrup for daddy

LASTLY and the most awaited!. 8060303 >:)

ILOOOOOOOOOVVEEEEEE THIISSS DAAAAAAAAAYYY!!!!!!

Because ILOOOOOOOVEEE YOOUUUUU DAAADAAAAAA!!!! ♥♥♥

Requirements Day of Daadaa :)

na pagminamalas nga naman eh half day lang ang city hall. :)) Wawa daadaa ko. O bawi bawi tinawanan mo ko dahil half day lang din ung philhealth.. hehe Dbale, talagang itong araw na to e nakalaan para sa pagpunta mo sa jackman :) haay daadaa. ♥ natouch ako kasi first time mo ako binilihan ng damit kahit white shirt lang. ^^ Wala ang cute lang pati medyas ko ikaw ang bumili. Pati ng napkin ko . haha.KYUT MO.. :)) kahit na kararating ko pa lang eh naging daddy figure ka na naman sa sermon. :) KYUT MO PA RIN! pasensya kna alam ko naman na gusto mo para sakin ung planner pero masyado kasing mahal yon tska mas comfortable na akong gamitin to dahil sure ako na walang makakabasa. :)) maliban na lang kung pinabasa mo sa iba!! >:( joke lang. :))

Ikaw lang daadaa.. Wag mo kalimutan ang sumpang ipinataw ko sayo!! hehe

WAG MAMBABAE. :)) lamyu!! :*

TH :p

si Daddy na T.H. kanina!! haha.. ikaw talaga. ^^ natatawa kpa sa kalokohan mo. :)) hehe.

Pagsasadula:

kwen: '1message received.'
daddy: text 'hanggang ngayon nasa cr ka pa rin?'
kwen: reply 'nasa kwarto na ko'
daddy: CALLING...
kwen: *answer.--
daddy: bakit mo sinabi na nasa kwarto ka? san nanggaling ung message na un? bat bigla mong sinabi mo yun????!!!

si daddy TH akala may iba akong katext. :)) hahaha

baliw ka na sa pagmamahal mo sakin. naparami ata ung lagay ko ng gayuma sa pagkain mo dati. ^____^ hahaha

GUSTO KO CHINITO >:)

ALARM CLOCK KABA?? kasi ginising mo ang natutulog kong puso. :") (korni neh? ^^ )

Thank you po sa paper crane kagabi! At sa Goya milk chocolate as peace offering. Pasenxa ka na sakin kahapon ng umaga. Kagigising ko lang kasi non, tapos nagkamali pa ko ng sagot. :’( akala ko po kasi ikaw. Pero daddy, sobrang thank you talaga dahil napawala mo lahat ng pangamba ko ng gabing yon. Salamat sa peace offering. :) Masaya kaba kaninang tinext kita habang naka break ako?? Hehe. Talagang tumambay ako sa back area para mag text text tayo. ^^
Walang duda. Gusto ka talaga nila maging AC sa halcon. ^^ Galing ni daddy eh! Cute pa. :)) ok lang nmn sakin na magapply ka din don.^^ kaso ang seloso mo eh. Pati kay king selos na selos ka. Haha! Si daddy talaga. Walang tiwala kay kwekwen. Alam mo na diba? Sinabi ko na sayo kung anong gusto ko. :D at ikaw lang yon. Wala na pong iba. :*

(ako dapat magalala. dami nagkakagusto sayo eh. Babae, bading pati lalaki nattype-an ka!!! grabe sex appeal mo daddy!! apaw! >:) )

ikaw lang sa puso ko.

Mahal na mahal ko si Daadaa. ♥

Almost CIA! >:)

finally!! Done with processing my health card. :) and of course, thanks to daddy. :) sinamahan nya ko magprocess early in the morning! though mejo matagal naghintay para sa result nakapagbonding na nmn kami ulit! rest day ko kasi ulit. Mega walk lang ulit.Then, tom's world. haha. si daddy iyaken. ^^ hindi kasi nanalo ng token. :)) dbale may next time pa naman! marami pa!! hahaha. swerte lang ako ngayon. :D

Sa title naman na almost caught, well, ALMOST CIA! haha. konting konti na lang eh! YARI NA. haha. bawi tayo nextime daddy. >:)

Thankyou sa pagsama sa mga lakad ko daddy. :)) kahit basa na naman tayo sa ulan. ^^

janeloveschrissomuch!! ♥

HAPPY DAY!!!! :DD

haaaay.. sobrang saya ng araw na to. :)) Una ngayon lang kami nakaluwag ulit ng daddy ko. and pangalawa ngayon lang kami ulit nagkasama ng matagal sa labas. ^^ ang dami naming kaen!! :D

WE ATE:

lunch @ McDonalds sta. Ana. (Bought my first Happy Meal since preadolescence and daddy’s charcoal collectible glass)

My all time favorite candies from Candy Corner EXCEPT red vines.  >.<

Dinner @ SM Megamall’s Food Court (Baliwag’s lechon paksiw for me and Mr. Kimbob’s mix veggies for daddy)

Dessert @ Red Mango (Original fro-yo topped with banana flakes, kiwis, peaches, and blueberries)

Dami kong busog!! Haha. Napoopoo nga ako eh! Haha. We just had our first sketched photo at Tom’s World; and bought a box (daddy called the box Wowo box ^^) for daddy’s little big sweet memoirs and Eleven Minutes of Paulo Coelho’s @ NBS.

Still Daddy: NOTHING COMPARES
ILOVEYOU! ♥

I almost had you figured out daddy!

daddy! Thank you sa surprise. ^^ Pinagselos mo pa ko!! hmft. Pinainit mo ung ulo ko ng husto.! un pala planado mo! tsk tsk.ikaw talaga. alam mo naman na hindi ako mabilis magselos pero pag ako nagselos todo todo. May pa basta basta ka pang nalalaman ah! kaya pala nung naguusap tayo sa phone hindi ka nagagalit tumatawa ka pa. :) Anyway, nafeel ko naman konti na may plan ka e. hehe. pero sadyang malaki ang tracks na nanchichiks ka! hehe. sadya pala yon. ^^ sorry po nung morning ha?? tigas talaga ulo ko no?? amft. Pero kahit na nagaway tayo sinurpresa mo pa din ako.
sweet talaga ng daddy ko. :D

I love you daddy!! :***

goodnight. ♥

Hot Momma >:)

hi daddy!! hindi ako nakapagsulat ng 2 days sayo. :) dbale babawi na lang ako!! :) hahaha.. minsan talaga feeling ko nagpapapogi ka kasi may babae ka?? hehe pano kasi pinakilala mo pa sakin si rochelle. hmmm. malaking boobs tas malaki din ung butt? in maid uniform? HOT MOMMA! :)) tae. Ung PUSO ko lang malaki sakin. Binigay ko na sayo. ^^ I love you daddy. ♥ kahit pinaiyak mo ko nung isang gabi. :'( arrg.. kahit na may mantsa ung damit mo a hindi ko alam kung napano??? :D

salamat sa food na isusubo mo na lang binibigay mo pa sakin.
sa pagiging sakin sa hirap at ginhawa.
sa pagtitiis sa ugali kong isip bata. :)
ikaw lang daddy wala ng iba
sa puso ko nagiisa ka ^^
kahit kay jericho o kay carlo
di kita pagpapalit kahit kanino
kahit sa papa pa na macho
paningin ko nakatutok sayo.

♥♥♥

goodnight daddy. ILOVEYOU!! :)

Thank you so much daddy! ♥

Para sa masipag kong daddy na walang sawang hatid sundo ako mula sa work hanggang bahay. :) Super Thank you! ikaw pa lang ung unang tao na nakilala ko na kayang gumawa ng mga bagay na kagaya ng gnagwa mo. You gave me every reason to deeply fall for you everyday. You gave me no time to waste. You make me love you more each day. You always make your self exceptional and stunning to my sight. You're like a shining star on that night sky making your own unique way to make people stare on your own shining beauty. Napansin na kita. Nung una pa lang. ;)

♥♥♥

Mahal na mahal kita!

Two words to describe you: NOTHING COMPARES. :)