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Happy Anniversary!! ♥

You’re the happiest living decision I have ever made. I never regret, or ever will, choosing you to be part of my life. Just like how this maxim says, ‘You can't live your life for other people. You've got to do what's right for you, even if it hurts some people you love.’  Nobody was hurt on my part but we both know that a person was hurt by our love, and for a year I felt so sorry for myself I hurt her. But then, love is also a sacrifice entwined with choosing. I don’t want to go back on our and your struggle in this letter. Yet, I want to reminisce how God proved to me again his existence. This is the day to celebrate how our love was born. :)

I am done reading Nicholas Sparks’ The Notebook and its impact on my love for you is intense. You’re like Noah. ♥ He reminds me of you so much I cried hard upon reading the last quarter of the book. His love for Allie reminds me of your love for me. That is how much you love me daa or even more. It made me cry because never in my life that I have met someone with the love like of yours. So pure. So selfless. And for once in my life I feared a disease. Alzheimer’s. It is a barren disease, as empty and lifeless as a desert. It is a thief of hearts and souls and memories. I don’t want to forget you. I want to show you love just like how you show me yours. I don’t want to forget because I don’t want to hurt you. Because I know if fate decides to confine this disease on me you will take care of me to your last breath. Right then, I will hurt you every day. And no matter how much you remind yourself I love you, this will not comfort you, for my actions speaks in contrast. I love you and like Allie, no matter how dysfunctional her brain was, my heart will always speak of you, will never forget you, and will only beat for you.

Chris, thank you for sharing every piece of you with me. :) I thought someone like you only exist in books. I am very thankful I found one! A love so real. Fate gave me one. ♥

I am so sorry my letter’s a bit late. :) I had second thoughts of handwriting this letter, but you see mine’s drastic. Ugh. I really envy your ex’ penmanship. ;) I kinda’ miss her. She’s really something. :) And don’t ever, ever, EVER be with her without giving me prior notice. K? PRIOR? OKAY? NO BUTS! I love you!:”>

Let’s be together.
Grow together
Travel together
Sleep together
Laugh together
Have ups and downs together
Have family together
Work hard together
Raise our children together
Celebrate Christmas together
Retire together
Watch sunset together
Ooops.. I die first. :)
You follow me next. ^^
And be inlove with each other
forever ♥♥♥

To infinity and beyond!!
kwekwen ♥