PLEASE STOP!

Do i still need to stab myself with a pen for you to stop telling me how you'd go all out with me and allen? Like threesome!? You knew the level of jealousy I have in myself! It's so low you need to try hard to make me feel that way! But when I tell you to stop I'M SERIOUS! DEAD SERIOUS daddy! :'(

You swear to me you'd never say it again! Keep that promise!
A word related to allen regarding fucking equals a fatal stab to my left arm. I SWEAR.

I love you so much it hurts having a thought of someone holding you in their arms. What more with that of fucking?

You're mine! ONLY MINE! >:(

Isang ugaling ayaw na ayaw ko

Ang tagal na mula nung huli mong gawin sakin ang babaan ako ng telepono habang naguusap tayo. Ano bang problema at hindi mo man lang masabing ayaw mo ng makipagusap?Para kong tanga na tuloy tuloy na nagsasalita hanggang sa marinig ko ang beep na hudyat ng naputol na linya. Michelle syndrome? grabe! Asar na asar ako.

Pasensya ka na. Pero ayoko talaga nitong gawain mo.

Sige goodnight.

My Neutralizer! :)

 Did you know how much resentment I’m in that day? Vehement! But still, with that piece of paper and with these words from your heart, you made me smile. :) You’re really good at making me feel I am not alone. You always make me feel I have a personal hero. :D Thank you daddy :) kahit sobrang gasgas na ng salitang “thank you daddy” hindi pa rin ako titigil sa pasasalamat sa pagmamahal na patuloy mong binibigay sakin. Lagpas na nga sa langit eh! NAKS! :D hehe. Sa totoo lang, nasabi ko na to pero talagang nawala lahat ng sama ng loob at galit ko sa kanila pagkatapos kong basahin yung sulat mo. :D Sana hindi ka magsawa na mahalin ako. :”) ANG SARAP MONG MAGMAHAL. :* Mahal na mahal kita Chris Buce ♥ 

IKAW LANG ANG PEANUT BUTTER NG TINAPAY KO :")

To die by your side is such a heavenly way to die :)

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See the picture? First time I saw it I was struck in the heart by what it says. :”) It portrays lasting relationship that only few has ever discovered how love really works. It was like a love potion that only few have ever really known of its ingredients.

Do I cast a spell on you? Does it work?  Have you fall deeper into my potion, yet? :)

Truth is, I am still stirring my potion so it will work perfectly on you without side effects. This will take me long time! Can you wait? :D I am sure you will. BE PATIENT ON ME DADDY. I’LL BE THE BEST LOVER YOU ALWAYS DREAMT OF. ;) 

I will not ask you to marry me. That’s too much to ask! Instead, let’s grow old and die together. How’s that? >:)

A Wonderful Birthday with Daddy ♥

I never had a remarkable birthday ever since my father died in 2006.

Normally, I celebrate my birthday having a date with my brother or with any of my best friends Nikko and Janice. I’m always trapped of the notion that ‘I am old enough to celebrate. Parties are for kids’. Seriously, no spags no barbeques etc. just shopping, a simple dine outside, and at night, cold beers. It’s kinda routine on my every birthday but, THIS YEAR’S AWESOME! I am sorry I can’t detail the happenings but, OH YEAH :) certainly extraordinary! I may not be able to note down the events but it will be forever carved in my memory and heart. :”)

Thank you so much daddy for this unbeatable birthday you planned for me :”)
I love you with all my heart! ♥


You're my the no. 1 :D

Dear Daddy

Today sinamahan mo ko bumili ng shoes. :) Hindi mo naman ako pinilian ng shoes eh? hehe. hayaan mo. the nex time na bibili ako ung choice mo naman ung bibilin ko ^^ 

haaaay.. ^^ ang dami nating tawa ngayon!!! Napansin mo po? :D haha mula sa bahay hanggang sa unuwi. :) Mahal na mahal kita daddy. Ikaw lan ang gusto kong makasama habang buhay!  Kahit na mainitin ung ulo mo, moody ka o kahit ano pa man. Alam ko mahal na mahal mo din ako kahit ano  ang flaw yung meron ako. :)

Alam mo daddy, maganda talaga ung proposal ko na things for 12 months. :) PROMISE! kahit naman hindi mahal eh. :( sige na promise me pagiisipan mo. >:'(

DAA, gusto ko n magkacam na tayo. :( ang dami na natin hindi nacapture na moments! Haay.

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I love you daddy!! Wag mo isipin na walang nagmamahal sayo. Ako mahal na mahal kita at marami pa kaming nagmamahal sayo. Hindi lang po siguro halata ung iba pero totoo! kahit na agnostic ako my positive thoughts pa rin ako tungkol kay GOD. Hindi nya hahayaan na walang mamamahal sayo. :) 

Life may be hard but remember it's not only you who sees its difficulties. Just like everyone else, we have are own loads to lift base on our own capacities. And if you still sees life as hard as ores, look again, maybe you're just staring at the wrong angle. :)

No matter how vague, random, and rough your chosen road will be, I'll always be behind you.. yes daa. behind you, so I can never let you reach the ground whenever you're about to fall. Kung madadapa ka naman ee, hahatakin kita patayo para di ka madapa. :) basta sa likod!! Takot ako e ako papauunahin mo?? :D

Mahal na mahal kita. My one and only.. ^^
You're the best!

IM SORRY DADDY

i know tapos na ung isyu na yan pero magpapaliwanag ako ulit.

Hindi ko napansin na nadulas ka  dahil nakita ko nakahawak kna kay Ace. You see, kung nakita ko man na nadulas ka bka kahit sang parte ka pa mapahawak sa ktwan ni Ace hindi ko papansinin dahil ang una kong maiisip e safe ka.

next, Hindi isyu dito ung pagiging Ma-L mo. ni- hindi pumasok sa isip ko yan na Nae-L ka? the heck? Alam ko kung kelan ka L o hindi?

ung kay S' Dhon.
ung reaction ko dun GUSTO KO LANG MALAMAN NYA NA HINDI GANON KADALI NA YAYAIN KA para MAKIPAG INUMAN. Ayoko masanay sya na twing may puputahan isasama k nya kaya I pretend na Strict ako sa pag payag ko sa mga pupuntahan mo so the next time he'll have second thoughts first before na yayain ka.

It's not really my intention to embarrass you in front of people, but you were smiling then? how could I tell if you're embarrassed or not? BUT I AM VERY SORRY DADDY.

kagaya ng sinabi ko.. hindi na lang ako magrereact sa mga ganong bagay. Tska na lang ako magrereact pag big deal na talaga sakin.

Sorry po.
ILOVE YOU.

PS:
BAWAL PO MAGERASE NG POSTS DITO SA ACCOUNT NA TO. Draft man o hindi. I treat this as LIFE with no erasures and edits.