Monday, January 16, 2012

Goodnight :**


Hey gorgeous! I can’t sleep I’m sorry I lied when I told you I’m off to bed, I am thinking of you. I feel like I have reached the limit of showing my love for you in words. Suddenly, even me I think am not enough for you. I mean, I just can’t accept how you’re so good of showing your love for me. I can feel it in everything you do. Even from covering me a blanket, idk! Can you feel that in me?? … am i still enough? or are you feeling a bit scarce of me?? Please tell me if you feel like I don't love you. i wish to know. I love you so much with all my life up to the afterlife.

I fear of losing you.
I love you ♥
sweetest dreams ♥

Saturday, January 14, 2012

My Friday Ingredients ♥


Days are a bit out of tune lately. Depression and anxiety hits me hard this time. Thanks to my therapist Chris who perform his own version of cure for my unknown cause of tiredness and loneliness. :)

Warm Hugs
Comforting Kisses
3 Movies
1 Snack
1 game of Scrabble
Endless Chit chat
1 anime Story telling
Loads of food
Oodles of Love ♥

Thursday, January 12, 2012

Ikaw lang ang nagpapasaya sakin ♥


Hi daa. :)

Pasenxa ka na hindi ko na-update agad tong dear daddy. Nitong mga nakaraang araw mejo napapagod na ko sa buhay ko. Mahirap ipaliwanag. hehe. Pero hayaan mo na. ayaw kitang idamay sa kabaliwan ko. Mahal na mahal kita at siguro kung wala ka sobrang wasted na nitong buhay ko. I am starting to hate my life. ewan! Siguro bored lang ako kaya ganito. Iyak nga ko ng iyak kanina sa sobrang bigat ng pakiramdam ko. Ayoko makaramdam ng kalungkutan o kahit anong negatobong emosyon kasi nagsasama sama lahat. Tapos bigla ko sumsasabog naiiyak na lang bigla. Galit nag alit ako kanina. Inaway ko nga si God e. Sabi o hindi sya totoo kasi kung totoo sya bakit hindi nya ko tinutulungan. Sabi ko hindi na ko ulit magdadasal kahit kelan pero ayun. Kinain ko naman lahat ng sinabi ko. Mababaliw na ata ako ee. hehe. ^^

Wag ka magalala sakin. gagaling din ako. :) Mahal na mahal kita. ikaw lang lagi ang iniisip ko, ikaw lang ang mahal ko. Ikaw lang ang nakakapagpasaya sakin araw araw. ^^ Kung mangchichics ka wag muna ngayon ah.. Hindi pa kakayanin ng puso ko yon sa ngayon. :)

Magiingat ka lagi mahal ko. :”>